Norakalily!

FACTS?

2010-07-17T20:43:00.003+08:00

1) Boy : when a guy is quiet, he's listening to you
Girl : when a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind

2) Boy : when a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong
Girl : when a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply

3) Boy : when a guy looks at you with eyes full of questions, he expects you to leave him soon
Girl : when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around

4) Boy : when a guy says "I'm fine" after a few seconds, he means it
Girl : when a girl says "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not all fine

5) Boy : when a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world
Girl : when a girl stares at you, she is wondering why are you lying

6) Boy : when you're laying your head on a guys chest, he has the world
Girl : when a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever

7) Boy : when a guy calls you everyday, he is in love
Girl : when a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention

8) Boy : when a (good) guy says 'I Love You', he means it
Girl : when a girl says 'I Love You', she means it

9) Boy : when a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till you're done
Girl : when a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future

10) Boy : when a guy says 'I Miss You', he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
Girl : when a girl says 'I Miss You', no one in this world can miss you more than that

I MISS MY GIRLS

2010-07-16T19:22:00.004+08:00

Babies, lily here is missing each and everyone of you so much.

too much? its fun!

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join me ;

1) www.littleisenuf.tumblr.com

2) www.formspring.me/lilywass

3) www.plurk.com/rockemdead

:)

2010-07-16T11:51:00.001+08:00

A LITTLE INSECURE FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS

Fancy this! *drools

2010-07-13T09:54:00.010+08:00

baby for the info, size syg 38 :P

CANTIK!

it'll look good in anything,
i'll wear it everywhere,
even when my feet hurts,
it'll be worth wearing it

I’M TRYING TO BE A BETTER PERSON FOR YOU. BECAUSE I WANNA BE THE BEST FOR YOU

2010-07-13T09:22:00.006+08:00

i love you
i like you
i adore you
i miss you

I just can't get you out of my mind.

26th June - 3rd July, Jelitawan

2010-07-12T18:53:00.012+08:00

I've joined the Pesta Sukan Kebangsaan as the 'Jelitawan'.

a little something that has been forgotten

2010-07-08T13:27:00.005+08:00

its been about 2 months i haven't post anything in this blog. There's nothing much going on since i left school except for the usual, hangout with friends, movies, sleep, eat and etc. Well there are some things that i want to write about.

I broke up with him somewhere in june, and its SAD! Too much drama. But, we're back on track in this july. Lets just say he's my daily needs :)

I love you. stop treating me bad :)

Good for you, Bad for me :)

2010-04-26T11:49:00.004+08:00

I'm running out of patients 

cause I can't believe

What the hell I'm seeing

And speaking of hell

It don't compare to this heat that i am feeling

I love you too much

It shows, all my emotions go out of control

When I can hardly see

From the tears that flow

Be in my position you dumbass

2010-04-23T16:46:00.004+08:00

Don't judge me if you don't know anything. So what if im too jealous? Hes my boyfriend and i love him. Hes holding hand with another girl, shouldn't i be mad? A girl mc him like everyday, shouldn't i be jealous? He wrote a girl's name that is definitely not mine in his note book, still shouldn't i be jealous? I have feelings too you dumbass.

Baby, do you think im making the wrong decision by still loving you? Why does everybody have to interfere with our relationship? Am i that all less? Am i too mean? Baby im still trying to change and you know that. People keep on saying i shouldn't be too jealous. Sigh. What do they know? Not them who is running this relationship. Do you even know how it feels when people keep on blaming me and saying i shouldn't do this i shouldn't do that. What kan? Am i that bad? Don't i get the chance to love you without your friends hating me?

i want a real relationship

34th monthsary

2010-04-18T18:53:00.004+08:00

Baby, its our 2 years 10 months anniversary :)))) I pray for our love to last forever and i hope you do too :)

baby, our fights over the past 2 weeks is cobaan. we can still handle it even though its hard. im sorry.

I love you baby.

what am i?

2010-04-15T17:10:00.009+08:00

I'm just a piece of crap that everyone loves to play with my feelings :)

P/s : i let them play me cause that's the only thing can make them less suffer

confused

2010-04-11T15:54:00.003+08:00

I'm in a bad condition for the past few days. sighs

1) Marah-marah
2) Sensitive
3) Repeating " aku buduh"
4) Inda dpt salah sedikit

Oooh, i am so not in a good mood! :(((((

Jane Austen

2010-04-08T10:55:00.008+08:00

Jane Austen is an English novelist whose works of romantic fiction set among the gentry have earned her a place as one of the most widely read and most beloved writers in English literature. Her novels are highly prized not only for their light irony, humor, and depiction of contemporary English country life, but also for their underlying serious qualities.

Most of her novels turn into films. Which I totally loving it. Especially PRIDE AND PREJUDICE and BECOMING JANE.
Both movies have similarities which, both mothers of Anne Hathaway (Becoming Jane) and Keira Knightly ( Pride and Prejudice) wanted their daughter to marry a fine man from a wealthy family.

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Pride and Prejudice,

While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the door-bell, and her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once before called late in the evening, and might now come to inquire particularly after her. But this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently affected, when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room. In an hurried manner he immediately began an inquiry after her health, imputing his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better. She answered him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and then getting up, walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her in an agitated manner, and thus began:

"In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."

"In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should be felt, and if I could feel gratitude, I would now thank you. But I cannot—I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to anyone. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be of short duration. The feelings which, you tell me, have long prevented the acknowledgment of your regard, can have little difficulty in overcoming it after this explanation."

Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantelpiece with his eyes fixed on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the appearance of composure, and would not open his lips till he believed himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth's feelings dreadful. At length, with a voice of forced calmness, he said:

"And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting! I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little endeavour at civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance."

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"And this," cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, "is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! I thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this calculation, are heavy indeed! But perhaps," added he, stopping in his walk, and turning towards her, "these offenses might have been overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater policy, concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by reflection, by everything. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and just. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your connections?—to congratulate myself on the hope of relations, whose condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?"

Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to the utmost to speak with composure when she said:

"You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared the concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a more gentlemanlike manner."

She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she continued:

"You could not have made the offer of your hand in any possible way that would have tempted me to accept it."

Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on:

"From the very beginning—from the first moment, I may almost say—of my acquaintance with you, your manners, impressing me with the fullest belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form the groundwork of disapprobation on which succeeding events have built so immovable a dislike; and I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry."

"You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been. Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for your health and happiness."

And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him the next moment open the front door and quit the house.

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Becoming Jane,

Affection is desirable, Money is absolutely indispensable

Tom Lefroy: What value will there ever be in life, if we are not together?

Jane Austen (Anne Hathaway) lit up the world with her words, wit and wisdom. But her life too was stoked by passion and romance. At the age of twenty she met and fell in love with Tom Lefroy ( James McAvoy) and their relationship sparks a tale as real and romantic as her greatest work. In English society of 1795 marrying for love was a fool's game.

Blessed with a feisty independent spirit, the twenty-year-old sees a world beyond that of class and commerce, beyond pride and prejudice. She wants to marry for love.

SAD

2010-04-03T20:43:00.001+08:00

so disappointed actually. sigh~

Reasons to love someone like you

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1. Because you have the most amazing smile I’ve ever seen
2. Because you think I’m perfect
3. Because you can’t get mad at me
4. Because you make me feel so safe in your arms
5. Because you make my heart skip a beat when i see you
6. Because you make me feel whole
7. Because you are my everything
8. Because you rub noses with me
9. Because you want to grow old with me
10. Because you always apologize first, even when you don’t have to
11. Because you make me weak at the knees when I see you
12. Because you call me “baby”
13. Because you say you need me
14. Because you worry too much about me
15. Because you will beat up some poor guy who looks at me the wrong way
16. Because you love to make me happy
17. Because you are the best thing that has happened to me
18. Because you could spend hours just holding me
19. Because you can always make me smile
20. Because you think I look good no matter what
21. Because you always know when something is wrong
22. Because you are the biggest goof ever
23. Because you want to be there to comfort me when I need it the most
24. Because you mean the world to me
25. Because you love the little things I do
26. Because you are not embarrassed to be all mushy with me around your friends
27. Because you chose me
28. Because you know i love only you
29. Because you know when i'm jealous
30. Because you said " not a million fights would make me hate you"

AND BECAUSE YOU ARE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!

29th march 2010 :))

2010-03-30T12:48:00.004+08:00

it was my 19th birthday :))

there is nothing much to say about my birthday. i am just happy that the one i love can make it on that day :) thanks love.

he took this one. we looked retarded ;)

i took this one.

maybe we're not as romantic as any other couple, but we know we love each other. he celebrated my birthday for 3 times now. and we nearly reach 3 years of relationship, three months to go :)

He's my type, just my height
He's my fit, he's just right!

I LOVE YOU BABY.

Words that cannot be said stream down my face.

2010-03-21T16:09:00.006+08:00

It is painful and sad and sometimes i cry
The world moves fast and it would rather pass you by than to stop and see what makes you cry
And no one cares about why.

2nd Update!

2010-03-13T16:03:00.026+08:00

February : saturday, 6th feb 2010. The day that i will not forget. Results are out!! Well, to tell you im not satisfied, not a tiny bits im happy about it. Got a call from Pep, off phone, and cried. My dad tried to calm me down by hugging me on his big belly. He obviously sad and i am so sorry dad. I've disappoint you so many times :( I tried my best and the results were not what i've expected. i've failed you once and im not going to fail you again.

Later that night, PTEM PROM. Gooossh! Results, why do you have to come out on that day? Soo got no mood to jalan but my very best friend insisted me on going to the prom. I decided to go. And actually, that day was i supposed to buy my dress for the night. So, off to mall, bought the dress, went to zaza's, make-up and hair do. walaa! i'm done and eventually i was late. Went with Wass, yeap. They all watched me. Oh my, i was so malu.

Walked with them girls to the ballroom. Oh yeah, the theme was Vegas, baby! Okay, hm, there was a shemale strip going on there. They were all tall and took a picture with one of 'em. Yeap! cut the story short, i had fun though and went home nearly one a.m. sigh

Next day, daddy comforted me. He told me to be strong cause A level aren't that easy and im so glad he'd understand. I re-sit. Taking only Accounting. So guys wish me luck.

There's a reason why i update my blog to be exact. Not only because i have a mood to but because of missing my friends so much. I really really do! :(((

I miss PTEM. I miss our table in the canteen, where we would hangout together. I miss when we laugh our asses off because of Amin's jokes and behaviour. Oh i miss him. He's been acting so serious lately and i wonder why. I miss his jokes so much especially the lame ones. Oh oh i also miss the feeling of escaping class :D very very and this was because of "hasutan" si best friend. Im a good girl kaliah haha. Never had the guts to escape. Balik2 cakap " malas ku masuk class eh, escape kita mahy" haha. That is what i usually said to mahy :PP Mahy is like my saviour *kirai2 :D She'd say " awas kau lily, kan escape2 sja. inda jua tu krg" then she'd laugh. haha so funny eh, and awu aku ikut ckpnya! :DD

I always said that i'd escape but never did it though. Slalu kn escape masa Accounting and i don't even know why. Among the four classes, accounting is the one haha. Oh oh i remember one thing funny! Back in PTEB, while in accounting class, sit at the very front seat and next to mahy. I was so bored and know what? I've been sleeping the whole time haha and mahy was like talking to herself. The teacher also didn't even realised i was sleeping. Then bell rang, told Ecal and Ijat. They laugh their asses off and Ijat was sikit lagi gugur tangga. haha. kan jat? yeap, good times! :D

Oh I MISS SCHOOL TIMES. I MISS MY FRIENDS. Got plan for us to meet. We did and i made a game so called Amazing Race. We had fun. They all were running around the mall and at the centre point too. Long story short, we had fun, well at least i did :) Watched movies before the game though. :))

Just so if you guys are reading this, i LOVE you guys alot! You guys are the awesomest! :P

Update?? YEAP!!!

2010-03-13T16:03:00.021+08:00

For more than a month this blog hasn't been written by any post. Well, for sure there has been a lot of going on early this year. Lets recall shall we?

January : event happened was, Hjh Diana's wedding ceremony :)) nothing much to say, pictures can do the talking. ayte

this is a baby barbie doll :D

no no no, shes my cousin's.

adorable? yeap yeap!

sigh~

2010-01-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

am i too selfish? too ego high? trying to think that hes only mine. when everybody else would want to be with him too.

sorry for being a jerk.

you lied to me twice baby!

2010-01-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

keep on lying if that what makes you happy.

Listen to this baby :)

2010-01-09T20:05:00.003+08:00

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, 'That's her!! '

baby, hope you do understand :) for all this time. i've been waiting for you to understand :)

he loves me :)

2010-01-06T22:03:00.005+08:00

he knows how to make me happy. i love you

baby, i love this picture so much!

and yes, you are adorable
i love you so much plus i miss you

bitch!

2010-01-06T12:02:00.002+08:00

i was thinking WHY, kwnnya bni2 ani nda pernah tepikir kn jaga feeling org!.

GAHH!

2010-01-06T11:32:00.001+08:00

BITCH BITCH BITCH!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!

2010-01-03T21:06:00.001+08:00

:'(

she pouts!

2010-01-02T15:25:00.013+08:00

and there she goes with her v-shaped upper lip pout haha

Tick Tock 2010! (b)

2010-01-02T15:25:00.005+08:00

okay, NIGHT TIME BABY! BBQ!

okay, this one is so weird. drumah nini tempat bbq tu rusak bakas apa ka. then, nini ada idea, she said " lai, pkai kereta mangkuk a. syg jua nda bepkai" haha. ada ka pakai atu.

oh oh, and this one, we decided to move the kereta mangkuk ke branda dpan psl hujan. so my usu surung sja haha.

ta-da!

yummy i tell you! haha.

it says, HB for HAPPY BIRTHDAY and 8272 stands for my nini punya umur, yg lelaki 82 and yg bini 72.

and this cute thing is my cat! i love her bulu. but eventually my uda yang jaga. psl mama mrh this cat poop suka hatinya haha.

seeeee.

oh and the food that i was eating, daging! nyaman bnar haha. babah d blakang atu pun ntah bhapa haha.

that's it for now. im out!

Tick Tock 2010! (a)

2010-01-01T22:51:00.009+08:00

we, my family and i went to granny's yesterday!. Ya Allah batah sudah inda jumpa nini.

okay okay, but before that. i made something for my nini. i made chocolate fudge cake with wass ;D

haha menjadi jua cake ku ahkirnya. but this one alum lg siap bnr. i had to make the chocolate karas sikit haha. and the cake was a little bit messy, tp atu msa mula2 sja haha.

22nd December 2009 :)

2009-12-31T13:33:00.004+08:00

okay here is a story to tell. i've been busy for the past few weeks and that is why i haven't post about the picnic. just let the pictures do the talking. ayte.

and, im out!

I HATE HIM

2009-12-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

GAHHHHHH I HHHHAAAATTTTEEEEE YYYYOOOUUUUU!!!!!

too vulnerable?

2009-12-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

i let the wind hit me in the face so that no one can see me cry and let my tears dry. i made myself more miserable where i actually shouldn't and accept the truth. the fact that hes not only mine. i keep on saying these things and should understand. but, the feelings are mutual and can't hold the feelings that are firing up in me. i sound so stupid when we argue. i made things more complicated. i feel so depressed. maybe there is a reason, one that cause me to be like this. too jealous, too protective, too care, too pampering you and i guess it weren't good enough for you. he lied to me once and it hurts like hell. how can i regain back my trust on him even when he kept on promising not to lie again. i suffered too much baby. i did try myself to change and i tried to believe in you but its too hard for me. everytime i tried to act cool and say it's okay, i guess it doesn't really help me to change either. more to lying myself and... there are some things a girl just can't forget. and the promise are just not enough. I've waited all this time to see me change. i don't want to feel this jealousy anymore nor i want to care again. all i ever wanted was for you to feel what i feel. once, and i'll be happy. think back what you have done. i know baby you did lots of stuffs to make me happy and i really appreciate it. baby the truth is i really still can't accept.

"AKU INDA CEMANI KALAU KAU INDA TIPU AKU DULU"
:)

ps ; i still love you tho :)

Livewire 08-09

2009-12-12T11:56:00.005+08:00

We were cordially invited to the Business Awards 2008-2009 at the hua ho Manggis ballroom on the 10th 0f December 2009.

we have our own seats =D

Masquerade 2009

2009-12-12T11:20:00.005+08:00

PROM MASQUERADE 2009

on the dance floor with a band once =D

with the dj

and my date for the night WASSALOMIN TAMIN :)

9 days of arguing :)

2009-12-12T10:56:00.003+08:00

i never tired of fighting with you.

:)

I LOVE YOU

Ben 16's Raya day =D

2009-10-07T19:37:00.005+08:00

it's Ben 16's Raya Day =D and it was awetthhhoommee. i tell youuu. hehe

This is Durian. The durian is brought by Aqem. haha daa~ Aqem bawa the durian and the smell was just haha. pham2 ta bau durian. Eventually durian ni abis kna mkn. Got eaten especially by Ariffin haha.

aaa and the pictures below. haha. as zatie shukor mentioned in her blog earlier, this is the story about Dibah and her 'hitam' friend yg punya brilliant idea. Dibah, the girl who is sitting at the front yg dkt pgar was facebook-ing. Then suddenly, Amin was susun-ing all the kerusi behind her and she didn't even realised it haha. so funny wa if you guys see it in real. Dibah langsung nda sdar. den Nisa was LOL psl nda than. abis atu bru ta ya mleat kblkng and screamed psl mleat c amin tlmpau dkt dgnnya haha. and tekajut mleat krusi kna ssun catu haha.

like bnyak org dcanteen mleat n ktawa psl atu haha. so funny.

I thot im going to post about the Raya day that we celebrated td haha but then lain plg ku post haha. okay okay, today we celbebrated our very own Raya day and it was fun. Drg Amin and Ariffin pnya kwn bnyak ekut mkn sna jua.

i think atu sja x dlu.. i am sooo tired. imma go to sleep dlu =D

ps: to jateh, i grabbed the photos from your facebook =D you don't mind rite? slamat raya jat haha

6 days left

I LOVE HIM <3

2009-10-05T18:50:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WASS

bored

2009-10-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

hmm what to post? okay i got something

MY EXAMS START LESS THAN 10 DAYS!!

I smiled and laughed

2009-10-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

okay, i was browsing through someone's blog and found this PUNNY =D
enjoy

ps: for whom i took this picture from, HEEEE sorry to copy paste this picture hehe.

10 days left

Sigh

2009-10-02T11:52:00.003+08:00

I still have doubts in continuing this relation
i still love him, but..

any advice?

11 days left till exam

2009-10-01T17:52:00.003+08:00

Ecal, Mahy, Peep, Dijah, Zatie, Leyn, Dibah, Nisa, Fizah, Joy, Hanim, Ariffin, Amin, Hakim and Wady.

Thanks for all of the supports and the advices even though some of you just don't know what are my problems right now. But from the day we met, i knew you guys are good friends and you know how to make my day.

you help every and each one of us, not only with advices but you did something to make them happy especially you Amin. Don't ever change cause without you in the group, it would be so awkward, and don't let your problem turn the group down. You let us down once and i don't want that to happen again.

back to my problem, thanks a lot to the people who had given me advice and you know who you are. I appreciate everything especially to the bestfriend.

Now i need to work things out, i gotta find a way. i know im mad at this moment and my mind aren't going to think straight, but i have to try. we're going to start over.

i have to save my relationship cause we've been together for 2 years, 3 months and 13 days now.i am not going to let her ruin my relation. i need to be strong and fight this. if shes still keep on interfering with our love lives, then i know what i should do and it is not going to be a good sign.

Lady, listen this, im not going to let you ruin my relation, im not going to let this go so easily, im not going to forgive you, i don't want to see your face, i hate you, and if you think you can have him, well you are so wrong! Cause hes mine, and will be mine forever.

ps: you know i hate you from the beginning and just so be it. it is worth hating you.

title-less

2009-10-01T17:43:00.003+08:00

you see people, i can't handle my temper :)

Ya Allah

2009-10-01T17:00:00.003+08:00

Ya Allah, give me strength.

its getting worst

it doesn't seems to work anymore

that LADY, its all your fault!!

you ruin everything that i had

if you want him, just tell me!

gaahhhh!! you bitch!!

if you want him, you got all the chances before hes with me

you are so damn ******!

don't you feel guilty at all??

why do you have to mess up everything?

you really getting on my nerves

you bitch! bloody bitch!

LIMIT!!

2009-09-30T18:16:00.002+08:00

There is a limit between you and him.

Do you know how sick to death i am of you? =)

2009-09-29T16:39:00.004+08:00

no mood to revise. no mood to eat. no mood to do anything. my eyes hurt, my hands are shaking, i got a headache. definitely the worst day of my life, starting from yesterday =).

i hate you from the very beginning. i hate you before, i hate you now, and i will hate you till forever. don't blame me im writing this post, if it weren't because of you in the first place, then probably i will not wasting my precious time doing this stupid post! i have exams to do! why am i so stupid. i shouldn't be thinking about this right now.

im stupid because i love him. i still care, i still miss, i still need him. why do you have to ruin everything????

I AM SICK TO DEATH A LOT BY YOU!!

hope you're happy when we're not together :)

counting

2009-09-29T09:30:00.003+08:00

2 years 3 months and 11 days
i never wanted it to end and you know it :)

Ya Allah, give me strength

2009-09-29T08:10:00.008+08:00

Diary,

i know i shouldn't be doing this right now but i feel so shitty. For a couple of months, we've been fighting, arguing with each other. Problems keep on coming. He just doesn't seems to understand that how much I've been hurt lately. What should i do to make you realize syg? Do i have to go out with another boy? Do you want me to hold him tight just the way that i held you? Why is it so hard for you to understand? Don't you have enough making me jealous all the time?

As for her, don't you realise that you are always the reasons? Don't you know that i've been crying my heart out just because of seeing your picture with him just so romantic more than ours? Don't you have any feelings at all? you called yourself a bitch and said sorry, but you did it again. again and again. and you said "IF i can change". well lady, its not an IF, you SHOULD change. hes mine and im happy just the way we were until you ruined it. i know hes your bestfriend, but hes my BOYFRIEND. you treat him as if he is your boyfriend. Don't you ever have tried to think, if your boyfriend did the same thing to you? Do you know how hurt that can be? unless you don't have any feeling at all. all i just want to say is that, back off, im trying to save my relationship here. I don't want you to interfere anymore in our love lives.

i hope i make my self clear.

boyfriend, which part of I LOVE YOU AND NEVER WANTED TO LET YOU GO, don't you understand?? i give all my trust to you. I did all the things that you told me to and this is what i get in return? how could you.
and if you still love me, then you better keep your promise and don't make me do the wrong decisions by letting you go :) i had enough.

Ramadhan has finally come :)

2009-08-21T23:40:00.005+08:00

AHLAN YA RAMADHAN KARIM
selamat berpuasa to all Muslims out there.

Lets hope for the greatest thing would happen in Ramadhan as it brings peace to me.

salam
Love Lily

Individuals

2009-08-21T20:10:00.003+08:00

Im here not to stereotype! once again, not to stereotype!! I have no attentions in talking about siapa2. I am here to talk about the personality, the attitude of people living in this world only. I feel like posting about this and so i did :)
PS:: this post is going to be long and so if you guys don't feel like reading it, so you don't have to read it :D
Lets start with the good attitudes first. Well, actually, nowadays it is hard to find the people with this good attitude (including me). TRUSTWORTHY, not many we can trust nowadays since people keep on backstabbing the others. We told them not to tell others, but they still do. We told them not to this, but they still do. So it is difficult to find people with this attitude, world has change a lot. Friends are actually our enemy and so on, everything is up side down. No one we can really trust other than ourselves. So its like we're living in this world alone where we can't find others to help us or support us in anything. Even family sometimes cannot be trusted anymore. SINCERITY, okay, this second attitude is very very very hard for us to know whether they are sincere in doing it or not. Many people, not all, they keep on talking and talking in their heart saying this and that. Why can't just they refuse to do it rather than mumbling and hating on doing it?. HELPFULNESS, as a friend, a family, a sister, a brother, an aunt, uncle and everything, we should help the others in need. Me, as a friend, a daughter and a lover, i helped them, but some just don't appreciate what i did. But it is okay. As long as i am helping and not just by neglecting them. RESPECTFULNESS, also one attitude that are very very rarely could be found among the people who live in a very very very social life, a very pampered kid, a very arrogant people and of course a very selfish person, but i could only say, some are only like this not all. We living in this world should have respect to the others as we are living in the same one and only world though we have different standard of living. It is actually doesn't matter to me, if he or she is poor or even rich. Every and each one of us should be respected and not to be talked nonsense. LOVE, a very interesting part where most of the people are feeling this. Here and there, we're feeling the love. I have my love, not only to my Wass but also to my families and friends. Love doesn't mean concentrating only on couple who is in love, but also love to a friend and family where they also given us their love to us. Though love sometimes hurt ourselves, but still we want to feel it or at least to have a little piece in our very beating heart. KINDNESS, every people that i know or knew about, are kind though sometime they're mean. Well people doesn't really have the perfect attitude in this world, right? I mean, if all of us have all this kind of attitude, then the world would not be like this, having wars here and there, talking shit about others, hating people, backstabbing their best friends, hating their own family, not showing the love, and others. Enough about this good attitudes, lets change to the bad attitude or how we should say it, the very attitude that we have nowadays. The trend in this world.

Not all people have good personalities, there are a lack of something in their very selves. This lack-ness, sometimes they just don't realize it until someone is noticed and tell them. Some people may LIE about something and keep on telling the lies to others. I mean what in the heck they are lying for?? People living their life in full of lies are not very fun at all. Who would trust them if they keep on lying? who would want to be friends with them? unless there are a person who has the same attitude as his, right? ANNOYING, yes! especially girls. I have a friend who is i will not going to tell his name, is very very annoying. Actually, he is trying to be funny which turns out it is not. I felt pity for him sometime. This friend of mine is actually kind and caring i guess. Doesn't mean he's annoying, he's mean.(apakan? haha). HARSH, the very attitude that i hate so much, i do have a little bit of this problem. You know, when some people you think they will not talk harsh to you, though you know that they are actually, it is very hard for us ( or maybe for me) to regain my view or my thought to them as they hurt the feelings and torn my heart apart and even when they are not noticing it and also didn't even say the word of wisdom, sorry. I had done this once or twice i guess (ACCIDENTALLY), and i realised it and said sorry. Not to the some that i know. BACKSTABBING, a very attitude that has been going on very perfectly between best friends, no? LACK OF APPRECIATION, yes. I've been through this so many times :) KARAS KEPALA, me. A very attitude that i can't get rid off. Which sometimes makes my ego high. And eventually hurt my self at the very end. PERASAN, yes, well maybe we are perasan. We feel this perasan-ness sometimes. It is too annoying if this attitude keep on, he or she, doing it. This people are too confident about their selves that they didn't think about what people might say to them.(especially poklen :p). Enough said.

imma go to bed =D

till next time,
Love Lily

As a friend..

2009-08-20T21:41:00.005+08:00

i'll try to be brave. No matter what. I experienced a lot of tough situations this year. Maybe cobaan sja. It all started in the middle of the year and just getting tougher and tougher everyday. Everything is in my mind right now, problems in every and each of my brain's nerves!! AND IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! its like the problem keep on coming. I can't stand it. The AS result is spinning around in my head right now, and the mock exam's results too.

My situation right now,

very very very very!!!

What a day!

2009-08-20T20:19:00.004+08:00

Diary!

Today was..............

Undefine

2009-08-10T15:48:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU

im sorry love

im wass's forever

2009-08-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

I am WASS's, im still HIS and will be HIS forever!

I want to stay with him till the morning, every minute my mind just wonder around and thinking of him. I just want him to stay by my side every second. In that every second, i need him. For every piece of me that wants him cause he gives me something that nobody has ever given me =)

We are so better together and i don't care what people want to say about us. Its our life baby. No song that i could sing for you, but i can try for your heart. I have loved you so much all this time and it will stay that way till the end of my times. Love is the answer, at least for most of the questions in my heart. Why are we here? and where do we go? and how come its so hard?. Not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving. I'll tell you one thing baby, it's always better when we're together. I know when we see each other, you looked through my phone and see all the messages and it's alright cause i know you've been thinking and took care of me. And baby that shows me, you love me and i love you too =D

stop your crying, it will be all right. Just take my hand and hold it tight. I will be here, don't you cry baby. This bond between us, can't be broken, cause you'll be in my heart forever

And no i wont be afraid, just as long, as you stand by me. Baby, no one can tear us apart and i mean NO ONE! people say i'm crazy cause i can't get you out of my head. I don't care, as long as you're here with me. sometimes, i feel like i'm going out of my mind cause every time that i walk to see you, i just can't get my head straight and it's fine by me =). Boy i just can't resist you.

ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAXIMUM!!

Geo Exhibition 27th July - 1st August

2009-08-01T23:22:00.012+08:00

I guess i'm the one who is late posting about the Geo exhibition day. Well, there's no much to say, the exhibition went well. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE likes the project very much. Gave surprises to those who only think that we, the geo students, can only do the simple models. Thumbs up from teachers and other students make us proud. The exhibition went on for a week and its still in the lobby and alum besimpan hehe. I wish the model can stay there till the end of school. It looks nice, dtg pg2 and watching all those models sambil bejalan. Pencuci mata pagi2 hehe. Not only models are shown, but also some graphs, informations and all. I think i'm done with the talking, lets just the pictures do all the talking from now. =D

lets start with our model first

the push and pull factor ( migration)

Hydrologycal cycle

The principal and the vice principal

and this is the other's group model in miss mabel's block 3 class.

this is Ejat's model. Jat sorry nda bnyak bemsukkan gmbr model mu hehe.

Aqim's

Badri's.

Sadiq's

and the others. (pictures below)

the 2 judges haha =P

I can only post this cause im too tired to post more of the pictures. till next time. enjoy

love, lily

Ben 10 vs MD Galaxy

2009-08-01T22:55:00.004+08:00

First of all i want to say CONGRATULATIONS to BEN 10. keep up the good work hehe. we the girls and the others will support you in any match that you guys will play.

to the md-ians haha. dont worry. you guys have your luck next time!

and owh, Ben 10 beat 7-0 =D

love, lily

Old Times

2009-07-31T00:06:00.003+08:00

IM CHATTING WITH MY TWO BEST FRIENDS RIGHT NOW!!! OMG! AFTER 1 YEAR LABIH!

the story goes like this, we ( me, qylah and qamylah) USED to had conflicts. It was back in SMSO when we were in Lower 6. Well, i was the one who started the fight. My ego was high that time. The main point is that we're okay now hehehhe and im happy. im feeling the love haha.

We talked alot and so much haha. I MISS THEM BOTH SO MUCH. I feel like i want to meet them right now. What to say lagi ah? yang penting im happy after kmi btgur dh. And we're like having the old times bnr2. We talked about our life msa ani, about boys haha. We're planning to see each other, hang out like we used to and i told them if they want to come to ptem trus leat the geo exhibition. Unfortunately, Qam could'n make it cause she have her photography meeting. So only Qyl can come, kali hehe not sure and she'll text me tomorrow. And so i'll wait la her message. Hope she can come.

till next time
love, lily

i love quizes hehe

2009-07-29T19:30:00.003+08:00

I took the Will Your Relationship Last? quiz and the result is Happily Ever After!

It says : Your relationship has all the important ingredients: Your love is stable and equally shared. Your personalities combine and you learn from eachother. Your physical attraction to eachother is strong and meaningful. Your expectations for the present and future of the relationship are the same.

and then i took this quiz,

Lily took the What does your birthday say about you? quiz and the result is March

Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

im bored and this is what i do =D

and, i'll post about the Geo exhibition when i feel like posting it okay

love, Lily

POUTING!

2009-07-25T20:42:00.004+08:00

Diary,

Okay, listen. i was annoyed by all the pictures of girls pouting non stop. every single pictures of them do the pouting thingy and it annoys me much!. but somehow, the funny thing is that i still want to look at the pictures haha. omg.

if for baby, yes. its cute! but if the teenagers, okay, for a few pictures will be accepted, but then if all of their pictures do the pouting thingy, well for me it's disgusting like Amin said.

no offense lady, its my blog and i can do whatever i can, yes? =D

no love you can get from this post ;)

Livin a life

2009-07-23T11:02:00.004+08:00

Im living in a world full of everything tho i don't have everything except for a perfect family and friends to share our ups and downs together and my beloved Wass to love me as i am. I'm so thankful to be living this life.

i know i'm surrounded by these great people around me and sometimes i feel like i don't appreciate their presence. I'm sick msa ni and stayed at home the whole day. The friends still want me to go to school saying that "boring nada aku", well, i appreciate they're saying that cause i know they really want me to go to school eventho im sick. Im not prasan or whatever you want to call me, im just so glad that they need me, even when im the 'nothing' in our group.

Amin texted me last nite during n9 and asked
" ly, skulah ko suk?"
and i said "nda x, dmam ku msh, gpun td g kna hujan bkas bngkit jmurn"
he said, " ptutnya jamuran atu yg bngkit kau haha"
i said, " mun ada"
he said, " aku ada, bh esuk ku mmbwa haha, skulah ja"

maybe it's nothing, but for me.. you get what i mean

Fifah also text me last nite.
i told her that i won't be able to go to school tomorrow.
and she said " allllllaaaaaaaaaaa, boring tia nada kau ly. nada tia dgn ku bcerita T_________T"

she said that for so many times.

okay, i really want to go to school, afraid that i would miss my studies. I went to school last two days and guess what, while in my geo class, miss mabel told me just to stay at home and don't come to school if alum baik.

Wass too, asked me to just stay at home and eat my medicine.

Everyone cares!! =( I love you guys so much.

i Have everything that i didn't realise it in the first place. So just be thankful to be living this life guys!

love, lily

A letter from..

2009-07-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

Beloved WASSALOMIN,

he wrote me this,

" Dear Norakalily,
I love you.. i love you like i never love anyone before.. i love you so much that i'd give my life up just to be with you.. seeing you, holding you, means the whole world to me.. i'm sorry for everything that i've done.. i'm sorry that i've hurt you.. i'm sorry if i've ever made you cry, im sorry for all the stupid things that i did.. i've never meant to hurt you.. i LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NORAKALILY!"

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!! i love you too so much =D

OMG

2009-07-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

Diary,

Im sick msa ani and so i went to the hospital on Thursday and guess what my body temp was? it was 40.1 degree! i was like WTH?? gila x. tinggi jua. And the nurses were like tekajut jua. But Alhamdulillah bukan penyakit semacam atu. Tomorrow im not going to school lg. So my cuti ada 6 hari haha. Im still coughing and sneezing like hell.

okay, till next time

love, lily

Eventually, this happens when..

2009-07-15T21:40:00.005+08:00

kna hujan hehe. Im sick peepole. Sneezing and coughing non stop and so no school for me tomorrow hehhehe.

love, lily

Events within 6th til 15th of july.

2009-07-15T19:22:00.008+08:00

Diary,
First event was on the 6th of July. Okay here goes the story, when the school re-opens, well the situation at school was not so okay. Everyone was moody especially Amin, he started to avoid us, not talking to us either, this was my fault for telling him the story that i shouldn't said in the first place. Amin I'm sorry. we started our day with moody faces. There's a smile for a certain of times. At our lunch table, there was no laughter, no jokes, no anything. It was so unusual for us as we tend to have so much fun together. So unusual that some of our friends realized that our table had not make so much noise. They asked why our table was so quiet? What did i say?, i said nothing, everybody was having a little problem and stressed out. so yeah. The situation went on till thursday. But on that day, i was the one yang menyamal lagi arah c Amin. I didn't even speak to him or respond to him as he called my name and didn't even wanna take a look at his face. But after school i text him and said,

" Amin, sorry apa yg ku bwt td. kau tu jua bri grm hati."

and he replied,

" aha. nda papa. gram kh ko, sira kh ko, nda jua papa. its okey. aku yg pttnya ckp soe. "soe" aha :p. k lily, ari sb2 ne jgn ko jaling2 aku lg a, klau ko jaling aku, aku jaling jua ko ne 360 degree. aha. n psl msg 2, aku sndri yg antr tu. buknya c ct nyuruh aku 2. k tc ja. soe g dri ujung bulu ketiak dri ujung kaki aha."

okay, i was sorry, ea tu wa bri grm hati bnr. eee. well i laughed after i read his message.

ANOTHER STORY ON THE 9TH OF JULY WHICH WAS ON THURSDAY

After school re-opens, Mahy gave me an envelope and i was suprised. i thought AMPAU hehe xp. Neway, i didnt want to open it at the first place, and asked Mahy that was she going to give to others jua and she said yes. So i said i wanted to open the envelope with the others sja. But then i was not so sabar to wait lunch time to open it haha and so i read, it was an INVITATION for MAHIRAH'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AT EMPIRE. I was like HAHAHA during accounting's period.
Everyone wants to come. I thought i can come but i was wrong and unfortunately couldn't make it to the party. I was nyamal and dri ptg tdur sja. I really2 want to come to her party. Sorry Mahy i cant come. Happy Belated Birthday!

10TH JULY.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MAHIRAH!!
You've been a good friend for these recent years. i'm glad to have you as a Friend and wish you a very goodluck in life and God bless you.

Okay, the date written, i was at Zafirah @ Pear's House. We were doing our Geography project for the Geography Exhibition Day, which will be held at the end of this month. The due date is on the 27th of July. We did 3 Models and they are Hydrological Cycle, Hydrology and Push and Pull factors. Okay, on that day, we did the hydrological cycle and it went well, the model was almost finish. We went lagi to Zaf's house on Sunday and we managed to finish the first model. Ms.Mabel (our Geo Teacher) said that our model was CUTE hehe. We're glad that she likes it, and told us to do another model lagi which is the Push and Pull Factors.

Here are some of the pictures taken,

NISA

ZAFIRAH

AZLIN

11TH JULY

We started our day at school as usual but not the usual as in the moody situation we had after the school re-opens, what i meant was the usual before the school holiday which everyone was in their old happy-laughter-all-the-way mood =D and i was happy! But me and Amin was like baru2an bekawan, not that comfortable to talk with him, but now we're okay sudah yeay =D.

and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWIN SISTERS.

12TH JULY

We did our project lagi at Zaf's and this time ada Shyrah and no Nisa haha.The model was done! It was nice =) sorry i can't post the model dlu. After the exhibition then i can post it.

15TH JULY

We went to Zaf's lagi haha nda pndai sangal. This time we did another model lagi, we couldn't finish it by today and so we're going to Zaf's lagi on Friday.

thats all i guess, till next time

love, lily

Qylah and Qamylah

2009-07-08T20:14:00.005+08:00

Diary,

i was supposed to greet this one girl named Dk Noor Qamilah. She's my friend, bestfriend actually. I miss her so much. She turned 19 0n the 6th of July. I just want to say im sorry for all the things that i've done before i left the school. For sure and most importantly, i miss you, both of you, so much.

and i found this in my old pendrive,

Qylah wrote this,

" You are my first and last friend, No one can replace you, Since you make me as your friend, I know how to value a person, Even muka orang 'BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH' pun ku tau hehe" "You are not like anyone, You always be yourself, You always makes me happy"

Qylah, i miss you girl. Sorry, i know its my fault. bnr2 my fault =).. i didnt know what i was doing. and i didn't always make you happy, see what i've done to you both? i hurt you guys and sampai aku pindah skulah. After all these times, i've been missing you both alot and i've been thinking to see, to chat, to talk to you guys. Tp im a coward so yeah. im sorry.

i love you both

Qylah and Qamylah

love, lily

Monopoly

2009-07-05T13:58:00.016+08:00

Diary,

i went to tangah's lagi last night. My cousins told me that they're planning to play the monopoly. So off i went to tangah's house. At first they played the puzzle, then psl pyh bnr kn tmukn the puzzle, trus we played the monopoly. We start at 8 o'clock and finished at 12 smthg2.

Suha, the 4th and look at her face!

Ijul, the 3rd

2nd

Wady, the winner

and this money belongs to him!

im not in the mood to post this, at first my mood was okay, but then ntah. so yeah.
till next time

love, lily

Happy Birthday Amuls!!

2009-07-03T18:13:00.008+08:00

Amal Hayati Johari,
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY!!
have a blast, may god bless you with happiness and longevity dear
I MISS YOU :(

ps : i took this photo from your fb =D. hehe

iloveyou

love, lily

His new hair

2009-06-28T21:11:00.013+08:00

Diary!!

He looks cute with his new hair!! Cuter i mean hehehehe

Right

Front, hehehe

Left

before

after

hehehe
iloveyouby

love, lily

Aqiqah for a little boy named Aqil

2009-06-28T20:36:00.012+08:00

Diary,

So, i went to tangah's house yesterday which was on saturday. My cousin was aqiqah-ing for his son hee. The event started at 12. Haha it was so hot and i wore black long sleeve shirt. which was really really really hot haha and i sweat alot.

I couldn't take the pictures before and during the event cause of too busy doing chores. But after the event my sis took some of our photos. Doing another CHORES lagi haha.

me and Nisa

My cousin, Wani

and Suha

and owh, while i was washing the dishes with them, my eyes spotted these two cute kittens hehe. There are many more tp ani sja yg stay psl kna bg mkn hee. So i told my sis to take pictures of them.

And finally, the time that we were all waiting for haha BOUNCER (with pool) dtg. The kids were so excited biasa la knk2 haha. bkn plg knk2 sja. you know what i mean hehe. The bouncer came around 3 pm. Then the kids masuk tarus after siap haha. It was still hot, and drg masih mau main. They played until 11 pm and sorg2 nda kluar dri bouncer tu dri ptg haha. I played too*kirai2 xp but at 9 pm annd it was cold smpai kjr2 haha. balik krumah basah haha.

thats all i guess
till next time

love, lily

mom's mee goreng xp

2009-06-26T17:55:00.006+08:00

Diary,

place: uda's

i went to uda's yesterday hehe and my mom masak mee goreng dsna. WASS was with me jua dsna hehehe.

Reaction WASS makan

to this

and this haha

i love you baby

love, lily

Things That I Like About You!

2009-06-20T12:09:00.004+08:00

haha hello, wass here 1st time ni. thing that i like about you is that.you love me for the way i am. you are sweet! you like to make me smile. you pamper me. hehe apa lagi ah. you complete me! i love your smile. i love your kirai2. haha. you make me skip a beat when you touch me. you make my life worth while. i love you X)

had fun HEHE

2009-06-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

okay, today my friends came to lamunin hehe. ada my love Wass, Amin, Ecal, Zatie, Hakim, Peps, Ariffin and Lin hehe. i am sooo glad that they could come. My dad lanja dorang makan ayam BBq hehehe. most of them came all the way from bandar, ada yg dari MANGGIS (zatie), LAMBAK, Penanjong, Panchor and Tanjong Maya hehe. Tanx kamu sanggup dtg jauh2 ke lamunin hehe.

and owh, i'll bring my dad's lamb chop after school re-opens hehehe

love, lily

2nd Anniversary

2009-06-18T22:27:00.007+08:00

Diary,

i will love HIM forever, no matter what. =)

its 18th june, the day we're waiting for, we've been together for 2 years now. Happy anniversary my love. I love you more and more each day =)

i've picked some of these poems for us,

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Handsome, Prince Charming.

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

and baby, you know i love the necklace that you gave me =)
I LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY!!

love, lily

assignments

2009-06-16T11:30:00.003+08:00

Diary,

Well, today im starting doing my assignments. at first, i want to do my accounting, but then my paper nada pasal arah my sir ( tusyen class) and so i'll do my acc next week haish batah lg.

Now, im doing my Syariah, hope i'll finish it all by today.

NO GEO MOOD FOR TODAY HEHEHE

love, lily

Happy Birthday Dibah XD

2009-06-16T10:58:00.005+08:00

Dairy,

hehehe, last two days were Dijah's and now Dibah's hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIBAH @ SNOW BLACK XP

hehe guess whos hand was that xp

Happy birthday to Dibah
have a blast
God bless you XD

love, lily

wass's

2009-06-14T15:15:00.004+08:00

Diary,

"I write your name on the sand, the waves washed it away
I write your name in the air, it blew away
I write your name in my heart, it stayed there forever"

"My love for you are as deep as the ocean and are as hard as the rock"

" Everytime I see you, you shine so bright. Bright and beautiful like the stars"

" You're like my favorite brand of chocolates, I keep coming back for more"

I love you so much Sayang
by Wass

love, lily

LATE!

2009-06-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

i woke up late around 9.08. so i had to take my shower laju2 because i have tusyen class to attend to. well, my class starts at 10 but then my home and from where i go studying isn't that near. from lamunin to sungai tilong, see how far my mom sanggup antar aku tusyen. arrived at 10.13, thank god my sir ani nda pemarah hee. i finished my work right on time hehe.

aa msa tusyen i was starving psl alum breakfast. luckily, Ecal brought some food haha, penyelamat xp. ea bwa COKLET and ada la nmanya nda ku tau hee. imagine pg2 mkn cokelat.

till next time

love, lily

Happy Birthday Dijah XD

2009-06-14T13:13:00.004+08:00

Siti Khadijah Happy Birthday to you my dear hehe
may god bless you with longevity and prosperity
happy with your beloved ones tho drg nada msa ur birthday, jgan sad.
have a blast!!

love, lily

Ben 10's, tagged part 2

2009-06-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

kamu, alum abis rupanya c PEAR tag haha,

you guys, me and Ijat saw a Dinasour wa tu haha but then c Ecal was so calm because ea kta atu binatang peliharaanya haha kn cal?? xp

Abu, model of the day xp

whos shoe was that?

love, lily

Tagged!

2009-06-13T09:28:00.001+08:00

Zafirah(pear) tagged me these in my facebook,

We, most of us went home at 4 o'clock, except for Dibah, Abu and Hanif. we were bored at the canteen and so off we went to the amphitheater. Fifah and Pear lmbt dtg ckit psl c Fifah mkn dlu hehe. Then drg dtg, and Pear brought her camera and so kmi mau bgambar haha. especially c Abu. these are the pictures taken,

Abu nda mau2 kn minta gambar sja haha. tanx PEAR xp
in these pictures ada, me, Ecal, Zatie, Dibah, Fifah, Abu and Hanif.

love, lily

at Za's

2009-06-13T02:50:00.016+08:00

kamu, kn the other day i told you guys that i'll post some of the pictures of what we're doing at za's kn. nah, here are the pictures mainly taken by me hehe, Badri and Pep.

from left, Hafsah, Hanim, Zaleha, Me, Pep, Rena, Raihan, Badri, Fahme and Faris.
Badri payah kn cari the timer haha, using Pep's camera, but then ea sndiri nda tau dmana timer nya haha.

during shooting session

Break time before Fahme ada idea baru hehe. From left Faris, Fahme and Raihan.

Raihan, the presenter and actor as the father haha

Faris, the cameraman

Hafsah, Raihan, me and Pep

me and c Badri

Hafsah and saya

Zaleha

Norena

Hanim, the mommy xp

Badri ambil ksmptn xp mniru paper c rena haha

Raihan during his act

Raihan raihan haha

Raihan, Badri, Fahme and Faris

Badri during his act.
it went well hehe.

Lunch time, we all were starving haha. kna bg sausage and fish ball sja xp

after the shooting, we took these group photos hehe
Badri ilang psl nda smpat haha.

till next time.

love, lily

my annoying little sister

2009-06-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

pandai dh meng- emo haha

this is my youngest sister, you guys wanna know something? she just made her own BLOG haha. her name is Nuradiyatul Atika. she's 9 years old and pandai dh kn bwt Blog haha. she is the one who I always fight with. she's annoying kamuuu.

p/s: sorry the gambar inda brapa tarang.

love, lily

jobless

2009-06-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

wth??

jesus says wtf? haha

he seriously needs a new pant

influenced by their parents

is this what you called cute??

he pretty sure have a good life haha

Happy

2009-06-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

you make me happy whether you know it or not
we should be happy that's what i said from the start
i am so happy knowing you are the one
that i want for the rest of my days
for the rest of my days
your all of my days

your lookin so cool your lookin so fly
i cant deny that when im staring
you down right dead in the eye
i wanna try to be the person you want
the person you need
its hard to conceive
that somebody like you could be with
someone like me

im happy knowing that you are mine
the grass is greener on the other si-ide
the more i think the more i wish
that we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce
uhh ooo ooo

your lookin so fresh
its catching my eye
why oh why did i not see this before
the girl i adore was right in front of me
and now ill take a step back and look in your eye
and ask why it took so long to see
were meant to be

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
the grass is greener on the other si-ide
the more i think the more i wish
that we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce

on the good, the bad, the ugly
the smiles ,the laughs, the funny,
or all the things we put each other through
its for you for you for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

you make me happy whether you know it or not
we should be happy that's what i said from the start
i am so happy knowing you are the one
that i want for the rest of my days
for the rest of my days
your all of my days

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
the grass is greener on the other si-ide
the more i think the more i wish
that we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce

love, lily

so worried =(

2009-06-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

diary,

i am so worried about wass. really really worried. =( i hope he's okay. i love you baby.

love, lily

tons and tons of homeworks and assignments.

2009-06-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Dear Dumb Diary,

i've got a lot of hw and assignments to do. sigh.

LIST:

a) Geography, 3 questions given, 2 ques each. which means that i have to do 6 essays!! and i have to do a model and charts with my friends for the exhibition day.

b) Syariah, 6 past year papers and in 1 paper aint so ckit y'all.

c) Accounting, 6 past year questions also!

d) Gp also have something to do. sigh. we're making movies and so we're going shooting and that people will be so tiring. trust me.

i was soooo excited having this comin holiday, suddenly kna bg these tons and tons of hw, sigh bad mood tarus. i was planning to have a rest after having my 2nd assesment and AS level exam, then mcm nda branti plg kn bwt kraja sja. this stressing me out. i need a break!!

single red rose =)

2009-06-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

a surprise from him after school. the story goes like this,

last night, he said he's going to give me a surprise, and said that it was my favorite thing. i answered chocolate at first but then bukan. then i answered roses and he was like entah haha. so it was a rose.

at school, it was so tiring. have to walk in those heels sigh. sweats alot. uuu i hate that school. mcm nda branti ba sweating aa. haha back to the story, mom told me that she would me pick me up at 2 smtng2, but then d tepun ktnya pkul 3 tia haha. i was sweating liike hell menunggu dpn entrance. and totally forgot about the surprise haha. time goes by and its 3 o'clock haha. ada mama dtg with him ddk sblh mama hehe XD. i was in a bad mood psl pnas n sweat pnya psl. skali msuk kreta hehe wass gave a rose. thanks baby, i love you.

love, lily

help me usai my blog

2009-06-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

aaa tired searching for the layout. the links are all gone. entah eh. links nya aa. bnr ta. nda ku pandai eh. biar tia dlu. nda g lma cuti. nanti ta usai. i'll post something nanti. sigh

10 days to go baby!

2009-06-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

aww i am so excited! really really excited. 10 more days to go and we're officially 2 years now wweee sooo happy. i can't wait for that day to come. i lllloooovveeee yyyooouuuu ssooo mmmuccchhh HEHE

love, lily

not happy

2009-06-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Dumb Diary,

Today, school was okay but then i was so tensed, have a lot of problems nowadays and looks like there will be more to come. tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me. i have geography presentation and we're going to Zaleha's house in Rimba weeee, eat free food aa hehe. Me, Peps,Badri, Norena, Raihan, Hafsah, Fahme, Faris, Hanim and of course Zaleha her self will be there hee.

we're planning to go to Giant after we have done all the documentary that we need. we're filming people. Fahme is the Director, and he surely good in directing people and im the writer, so i have to make scripts and write all the points that they need. we're making a documentary about the teenage life in Brunei and so we're going HUNTING FOR TEENAGERS.

till next time, i'll post about this tomorrow

love, lily

Spines..

2009-06-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

i do have spines and so do you. i don't want to think of it lagi and i don't want to hurt you either, so biar tia. as long as i appreciates people. im not that perfect either to judge you in anyways, so its okay. let it be.

and im sorry for the mean word that i wrote =) well its just hurt too much. hope you'll understand
love, lily

unappreciated!!

2009-06-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

well, a few minutes ago, my bestfriend text me and said something about our so called friend. after all this time, i thought she appreciates us like we appreciate her. but then it was all lies when i found out that she doesn't really care about me and ecal. we were just like 'walls' to her. after what we have done so many things for her and this is what we get in return? awh! im so pissed off. just so you know, i've been crying just now and to think of it, it is so useless to cry for a person like you!! awh i am so pissed off right now =(.. well, a bitch is a bitch right? they don't have feelings. they are so plastic. how i wish i would never have met you in the first place

MEAN PEOPLE ARE MEAN

my friends part 2

2009-06-07T12:49:00.000+08:00

Right, this is Mr. Amin. not that long that i've known him. he's a JOKER people. he jokes a lot, daa~~ he admires mahy alot. still? i dont know. he's Lame xp.

charcteristics ; like to tease NISA alot and the others too. evryone la pokoknya hehe. he likes to scream, he have no shame hahaha!!. he really really really have no shame. you guys should see him in school. this guy is a weirdo!! a weirdoo!!

ok, this is Afifah Naqiyah. she loves PI hehe.

characteristics ; a bit shy. eh slh hehe too shy xp she is good in her HISTORY, she's nice, like to punch hehe.

these are izzati and nisa.

characteristics ; both of them have so many admires hehe. NISA, pemarah hehe, likes to punch, pinch and pulls AMIN's hair haha.. she's unneareable xp. likes to eat ice just like me hee. ZATIE, i call her ejat, she's nice, she's clumsy sometimes hee

these are adibah (with the spec on) and dijah. i'll always get confused saying their names hee. well, they are the nicest girls i have ever met.

characteristics : dibah, the girl who is a bit lagg xp and dijah the non stop talking girl

my friends

2009-06-07T11:52:00.001+08:00

this is salwani. we call her Ecal. she loves pink so much. she's my bestfriend, i've known her since we were in primary school in primary 4. we went to the same secondary school and are in the same college now which is in PTE Meragang.

characteristics ; obviously she is well-known as the happiest, laughing non stop girl in our lunchtime table. hehe, she's caring, she cares about her friends, she's a bit crazy xp, and most importantly she appreciates her friends =)

this is Siti Mahirah. ecal and me calls her Mahy, and the rest calls her Erah or ct. we went in the same secondary school too and in the same class from form 1 till form 3.

characteristics ; good in her maths hee. a lovely girl, she cares about her friend, doesn't really stereotyping people, has an admire named AMIN. behind her is Amin hehe.

p/s : nada gambar mu sorang mahy, eata ani sja ku ambil hehe
i'll update about the others soon!

countdown

2009-06-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

11 more days to go!

our 2nd anniversary. ooo im so excited XD

we're planning to have a date on that day. on our special day, i want to give him something special. something that I've never given him before. maybe i should make him that 'something'.

my BIGGEST obsession XD

2009-06-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

my wass
full name : ak md wassalomin bin pg hj tamin
he is MORE than just an ordinary boyfriend
he's my SUPERWASS
XD

we've been together since 18.06.2007. countdown, 11 more days to go till our 2nd anniversary.

he's my biggest obsession!!
i love him so much..

even my friends know that i am insanely, madly, crazily in love with him. cant live w/o him =)
really..

Long hours..

2009-05-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

first blog,

okay, lets start with the intro. this is my first blog and im making this blog like more than 2 hours? quite sakai at first haha. payah usai the layout. nanti tukar lagi. hee and wass didn't know that aku bwt this blog.. hehe nanti ta ku gtau ea..